Tomorrow's her birthday and yet I'm sitting on my ass typing about it...I need to find a way to get to her 30 minute away from train house...D-does that even make sense? I didn't even get to buy her or make her anything! What if she gets fucking pissed? AW MAN! If she gets mad because of this I'd shit my pants XD LOL! I'm sure she won't be mad...Hugs and kisses= a birthday present too~
Hohohoho, I need to do something sweet for her barthday

Ooo Whatcha gonna do now
Whatcha gonna do when they rhythm comes kicken you
Tryin to make me bleed in to
My resent so definite evident

Breath life a disease gonna get you
Off of me
Thoughts of you rotting me
Animosity grows into me
Boy you lost when you made me the enemy

Blood in my eyes Blood in my eyes

I don't like to think
I don't like to think about you
No
Whatcha gonna do
Who your gonna do it to
Cause it's makin me feel
Yeah it's makin me feel (my real)
Somethin I killed off

Given off enough a lick about you
To another like me punk
Gonna get yourself knocked down

Blood in my eyes Blood in my eyes

Nightmares running through my mind

Walked the path it warped my brain
Never left me quiet insane
All the memories of my pain
Looking down as I remain
So Empty
Inside Me
So Empty

Hey You
Look into my face
Can't you see my grip
Yeah feelin just about to kick it
My innocence feeding your arrogance
I guess you gave no thoughts to your madness
Who you trying to fool now
Who you trying to get to limit the insanity anew now
Animosity
Grows into me
Waiting for anything
I'm making you the enemy

Walked the path it warped my brain
Never left me quiet insane
All the memories of my pain
Looking down as I remain
So Empty
Inside Me
So Empty

Rage in my veins
I can not remain
Thinkin how you let me down
Oh end my pain
I can not remain
Why don't you just let me drown

Ooo Whatcha gonna do now
Whatcha gonna do when they rhythm comes kicken you
Now your makin me bleed in to
Nightmares runnin through my mind
Breath like a disease gonna get you off of me
Thoughts of you rotting me
Boy you lost when you made me the enemy

Ooo like I never new
Just trusted you
Every single time I think of you
Rape my mind to make me blind
Thought that I’d forget it boy
I'll hit you with he blind side

No stoppin it
Watch me droppin it
Off of me
Another nightmare rocking it
Animosity grows into me
Boy you lost now I made you the enemy

Walked the path it warped my brain
Never left me quite insane
All the memories of my pain
looking down as I remain
So Empty
Inside Me
So Empty

Not sure if these are the lyrics

Alright seriously that's the question I'm wondering. If I had one wish...what would I wish for!? To live with my mom? To be with Murloway for the rest of my life? Or to have a lot of money?
I don't really know. And lately because my voice hasn't been doing so well in changing I'm beginning to worry about my future dream. Like Murloway always say..."Don't give up on your dream"
............Wait a minute that was me who said that to Murloway. How embaressing. But what I know for sure is that if this keeps acting up I might just.....quit. I don't know anymore. I'm having one of those emo moments.
I just hope I can regain myself sooner or later. I can't stay this way...I can't see my friends this way either. So help me look at the brighter sides. I know Murloway, Joonbuggeh, and Mintyzombie will help me....Mostly I think Murloway considering that we're really close.
I love you girls as BEST friends.

I have to make a story right now. Ugh, I still haven't finished it and I have a lot of other chapters to do. Gosh! Tiredness~ think I'm'a do the rest tomarrow. I didn't even get far enough on chapter 4. AH!!! Well, good night everyone. Goodnight Murloway and Joony~

I didn't even go to school today because I was sick as hell. I had the horriblest dream that a best buddeh of mine (Murloway)was torn into pieces by some red heded freak. (And you know who I'm talking about Murolwaaaaaaaaaaaaaay) It was sick....Yeah woke up crying and puking XD Had to go to the doctor so early in the morning. Like how the hell does the hospitals stays open that late!? Well, so I missed school today and I don't think.....My friend is happy that I missed. Maybe she's mad at me. OMG!!!! I don't want her to be mad. Shit!
Well, gonna go to school tomarrow luckily and hell, I don't even know what I gotta do for tomarrow. I'm gonna be so alone~